Forth blog of the day-- dang someone needs to process their life!!

I've been a crazy person for about a week. All because of a decision that my boss made (yep that's right, it is the boss that I typically praise) 

He informed me and my two roommates that a very immature, needy, understands no boundaries, mean, naive co-worker of mine is moving into my house. This is the 1of many waves of really crappy people that have moved into my house. I am so mad on so many levels. 

1. My great boss (at least that's what,  That I had trust)  just threw me under the bus-in a big way. And  he seems to feel that he is doing nothing wrong-- "there are 4 single women at camp, that's why you are all living together?" 

2. My friends who I pretty much live at their house is leaving CA in 5 weeks (Katie and Jack) I was finally confident that i was going to be okay, I now have a roommate  that I am friends with, and my house is starting to feel like home. That whole defense of mine is now shattered! Home is becoming hell again!!

3. Life is going to be sucked out of me by this girl that I loath! 

4. It goes to show me yet again that being single in this place makes you worthless. Married ppl dont get dumped with crappy roommates, they get guest rooms, while this girl I though is getting moved into a room that is suppose to be a den that we current use for storage and as awork-out room.

I think if this was the first burned I receivedI would be okay. But this is too many. I feel like I'm going to crumble up and die. I dont even feel like running, it's too late, and I'm now stuck,dying. 

It hard because I have to fake so much happiness in this! 

And I have to keep faking a smile, or saying that everything is okay, telling ppl that my day is going great. When all I am doing is brewing inside about how quickly the crappy life is coming to me and that I'm about to die emotionally.