Sailing in the waves: Current life dreams and conditions

Monday, August 25, 2014

Current life dreams and conditions

I really want and need someone to come up to me and offer me a brand new life "here you go Becky, a new cute apartment, fully furnished-in things you love, a brand new car, and ideal parking location, a fabulous job doing things you love within walking distance from your new home, in a cute charming neighborhood, a healthy growing church you will love with tons of people you will love, and they love you in this great community environment-- and a gym, and outdoor running place that is safe and pretty"

Instead, I am stuck in reality, stalking the 3CA website hoping a job that will hire me pops-up, thinking about going back home and living with my parents and looking for something close to them. Thinking and hoping something will happen that I can get out of here without sabatoging my career life for the rest of my life.

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How to Read this Blog

This isn't a blog where you learn how to make your house cute, lose weight, style your hair, dress stylishly or literally sailing in the ocean.

Instead, it's my life in real time, the type of blog where you have to start at post one and move your way to today to really get it the whole picture.

This blog shows the real me, it's where I let out my feelings if they need an outlet, where I process things The Lord is teaching me and share victories he has made clear to me. Where I ask the hard questions and talk about the things on my heart that are too hard to say outloud, that are too fragile to let friends voice their opinion over.

I let my ugly out here often. When I get mad, really mad, I turn here to this blog to tell about it. Sometimes in talking about it, I realize how ridiculous I sound, and see what is actually going on, and I then share that. Sometimes I don't, and the point of the post was just to let it out. We aren't always pretty following Christ, and you get to see that in me here.

This blog is FULL of spelling mistakes and grammar errors. I often don't go back and read over my posts. when I do that, I find myself restructuring my sentences and making myself sound better than I really am. The whole point of this is NOT to do that, so instead you get the typos, hopefully you will still understand what I am trying to say.

I have been learning ALOT in this time blogging and I hope you learn something too as you read along.