Me, jealous?? Only a lot!!

So last time I hung out with ham, we were talking to my old roommate together. Then he asked me for her number. I gave it to him, and asked just last night if he has talked to her at all. He told me that he has been talking to her and then changes the subject! He brought her back in ten minutes, but he had that time gap to choose his words. It makes me really really jealous that he is talking to her. I want to be selfish and keep him all to myself. In college, I always wanted her and ham to be a couple. They were way better friends than ham and I in that season of life. They get along really well. My last conversation with my old roommate didn't go well. She was a huge negative Nancy. I didn't feel comfortable at all talking about ham with her. She had nothing good to say at all and it upset me for a couple of days. As much as I know she isn't going to come up and steal ham from under me, I fear that happening. I fear that ham is going to drop me and will pursue her. 

I don't want to be overly innocent and think that ham isn't dating anyone else in this season of ours. Here's a high chance he is. He mentions time to time doing things "with a buddy" which could be code for " date with..." And even though I know that could be happening I don't think it is. And bothers me so much less the fact that he could be actually dating other girls  than him talking to my old roommate, I have a chance trumping random girls. But I can't compete with her.. She's my friend and I have no hope of winning. 

I know I'm overreacting, that's what jealous ppl do! They probs just have debated Harry potter like he said he did and talked about me. Man, do I hope that's true. Do I hope they talk less than us!