Left hanging today

It little more than a week ago, ham and I made plans for today. He was going to come up and we were going to have a fun day on the mountain here. Talking to him yesterday he told me he wasn't quite sure if he was going to make it. He was sick. So Today came, I didn't know if he would show or not. He didn't show, call, text- nothing! He simply ditched me! What a jack-ass move! I feel like I should be really mad, but I'm not that. I am really disappointed and have lost a lot of respect and desire to be anything with him. This is the second time he has ditched me. In my pissed off state, I of course checked his twitter, I wanted to see what he ditched me for. He was tweeting about riding his new bike. I was having a little grace if he was really really sick, or whatnot. But he played soccer last night and went mountain biking today. Yet didn't communicate with me at all. I haven't talked to him, and part of me feels like I should give him the benefit of the doubt. But actions speak louder than words. This kind of crap makes me so mad! 

Alright it's official! After reflecting on this I am legitly angry and pissed off at ham!!