Wednesday, April 02, 2014

Feel'n no value

So after my last post, I went back to work, and after a while my boss asked me what was wrong and that liars become pillars of dusk--just like lot (that's unbiblical) 

So I went into his office and laid it all out for him. And I think he thinks I'm being rediculous, and that I can handle everything that I need to do. And gave me 1 quick fix for the problem I am having. Well,now I feel like crap. I feel all the more unvalued and uncapible and feel like what's the point of me being here--really what is the point? I feel like I can never get along with people who work here. There are so many other capable people who could do my job and obviously better and more efficient than me. Why am I here? Why am I told to stay? I am really struggling with that. I feel really alone. I am scheduled to be at bible study right now-camp bible study--and it's the last place I want to be. I just want to cry. I want to be where I feel value and that I fit in and can do a good job of where I need to be. 

Plus side: 
Tonight's sunset

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