Change sucks!

Do you ever have something about to happen that you are so excited about, but as soon as it happens, you immediately hate it? 

That happened to me today, and I'm a mess about it. ---A MESS

I've cried about it almost every moment since I've been alone, and even some when co-workers were around-- trying to cover it up by saying dust was I my eye or something dumb like that. 

I got a new office-- well I'm sharing a office-- it's really small, I knew it was small, but not as small as it is. 

I'm in a corner next to the door, the door is in my workspace close. 

The new desk I got SUCKS, My back kills from sitting at it for one day-- thankfully I am returning it, unthankfully I need to get a new one and have no idea if I can find one that will give me enough work space in this tiny office.

 my back is to the door, ppl can sneak up to me. I don't get voicemails, my phone doesn't ring and I have to push "9"to get out-- only 2 other phones do you have to do that for. 

I feel like I'm in a swished fishbowl and hate it. 

I have a co-worker who gets her own office-- she also got to move out of my house and get her own-- why do I have to share everything, and she gets her own?? 

I was so excited to move out of the receptionists desk, now I just want to go back-- I don't like this at all-- its so pitty, but so big to me. I want my working phone, comfy work space back!