Becoming okay again

I wasn't okay Friday and Saturday. I moved to my new office space and it wasn't at all what I dreamed it would be. As you read in my past post I had oh so hard with this transition. My boss could tell I wasn't okay and in his very self, he came to me, a few times to see what was wrong. He said nice things like "Becky, you are one of the most valuable on this staff, will you please tell me what's wrong so we can get it fixed for you" and things like that. I told him "no" and I'm not ready yet each time. Saturday before noon he told me that we needed to talk before Monday since he is leaving then. 3 hours later I went to his office and told him I was ready to talk. 

These conversations is what makes me think of my boss as a dad. He needs to know what is wrong, and he needs to fix it for you. -- this isn't the first time this has happened, this is just part of who he is.  I hate it because, part of my issue was me feeling like he picks my co-worker above me, and I told him that-- I hate that I did, I wonder if that will distroy our relationship. 

He is going to build me a custom desk that fits in that corner of my office, he is going to move the door, so it's not in my way. That's nice. 

I still really wished that the desk that I got worked for my space and me. It's really beautiful. One of my co-workers is going to get it. I hope he loves it. I think he will actually, how he sits and where he is at I think it will be great for him.