No!!!! Not stay here!!!!!

I really don't like what I just wrote. I really really really don't want to stay. That girl who I don't want to live with will probs move into my house soon and this place will become a place of anxiety.

 I don't want to deal with all the other crap either. 

my boss is a mess and is getting worst and worst, he is now really unreliable, doesn't listen, really inconstant and really moody. He covers it up by being fun most of the time, but all the crap keeps coming out, and I hate it.   

I still don't get along with that other girl I work with, she always makes me feel unedge. And all those people I put into catergory #4!! That means they all are still going to be in my life. 

I don't want to live my life like that! I know that I asked God to show me his way, and in that moment he opened the door that I should and need to stay just for this bible study, but is that really why I need to stay? --I feel my faith ripped up a little just by asking that question. I should just be obedient. 

I shouldn't be mad at God for his answers. I am going to test as intensily as Gideon did with his fleece, because I really don't like this answer. 

And maybe, just maybe I will be moving after our conversation continues on this topic. But no matter what I think or feel. I need be obedient to The Lord.