Sunday, July 06, 2014

What to do

One of my closest friends here Katie, has been making really bad judgement calls lately, and I don't know how to handle or respond to it. And in the midst of these bad calls, she was been mean to me and distant which makes it all the harder to process. 
For a long time, we had a wrangler here at camp, who I can't think about without the verse "bad company currupts good character" shouting out atme in my head. 

From a distance she looks carefree and fun but if you don't keep that distance; you become a person tainted-hating and having a bad attitude about everything, talking shit, and laughing at comedy no one should know of or think is funny-- she is all about glorifying herself, that's where her negativity comes in- pushing everything else down to get herself higher. She talks about God, but in a way that makes her look amazing,not him. 
For a long time, I thought she only showed her true self to me and a few other full-time people. I learned after she left-from Katie- that's not the case and that she would talk about all the crap politics going on at camp with all her campers and staff and taint them to believe the only good thing going on at camp is that she was here. 

This made me really mad, and I was SO GLAD she was gone once I learned this. 

From her departure, we got a new and amazing wrangler. And everything changed for the better. 

Then....Katie invited the old girl back to camp for the 4th of July weekend right in the third week of camp of changing how things are down. 

WHY WOULD YOU EVER DO THAT?!? 

She saw first hand all the damage she did with her mouth with these girls,when she was employed here, why would you ever invite her back here?!? That means she is going to have ZERO filter. It made me so mad that my friend made this call and invited her, not just some summer staff that doesn't know any better. 

Katie has also been really bitter and has attitude that the camp picture was taken without her.  But she was gone for the entire month of June, if you leave for the entire first month of camp, I don't think you have any entitled right to be mad about that. And it makes me mad that she thinks she does. 

We are really good friends, I spend almost all of my non-working awake time with her, and I think I will have to address it sometime, but there are all these people and visitors at camp for the next 2 weeks that will make it near impossible to just talk to her. And she probs won't hear me and just get mad at me, is it even worth it? 

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