Need not be numb

Today my bosses wife was reading to me from her small group devotional book and one of the things they talked about was not being numb to your feelings and to be in the process of figuring out your feelings and moving forward with them. And they used the illustration of your foot falling asleep (going numb) and though it's hard you need to go through the process of waking it up so your foot becomes functioning again. 

Blogging is a good place for me to reflect and process. I get a lot out of this time I have writing out my thoughts and processing the things I am learning. 

Even though it's good for me and I know I will get a lot out of it, I have many days where I don't....Too much work, too much mind power needed,too much leaving that numbness. It's much easier to vegg out and watch classic tv shows, Dick Van Dyke Anyone?? (I really really love that show, watch it all the time) 

And though I don't think that you need to reflect and think about everything, there is value in going for it living your life impulsively. But I know when I need to come back and tune in and ponder what is going on in my heart and mind. And I need to work on being obedient in that