Here and now

I've been deep in thoughts. Thinking lately about how little the here and now plays apart in the big picture of my life. But the more I think about how little things are, I also think about how big other things could be. It's hard to remember the hard when things are good. Even when we spent significant time struggling with it. I am struggling with some hard things now(singleness, awful boss, living in a house fill of ppl, yet feel so alone within its walls) but most of these I see changing soon, it's not going to last forever, but the ever center question is, "what do I do in the meantime?"