May your days be Merry

It has been a rough two weeks.

I have felt a little uneasy with the whole Skip thing. I always feel a little on easy when my boss is out of town and then today this really mean Korean lady continue to inform me in all the ways that camp need to improve in a very bitchy way.  I'm not one of those people who can let things just roll off of me. Those words and attitude that horrible women really effected me. I asked my boss to call me. I cried on the phone when he did. I asked if we can dis-invite that group from camp in the future. It isn't worth it to me to have evil people like that lead groups on our grounds.

The pressure of being the person of overseeing camp really got to me this time. I got really sick from the stress (I measure my stomach, it was 2 inches bigger from bloating, from being stressed)

I am thankful for authorities in my life. I am thankful that I do not have to take over the world and hold control over everything. There is a lot of responsibility in leadership. I think so often we forget to see that element when we see leaders in our lives.

I don't know what is next. I feel like I need to recover. I am thankful that I have 3 days in a row to be off of work and able to become myself again. I am thankful that in 10 hours my boss will be back home and he gets the weight of responsibility of camp instead of me.

But for now, I think I need to binge watch some tv, work-out and paint and pray to reboot my life so I can act and feel like the normal, emotionally-balance Becky again.

My hope for you is that you have had a wonderful few weeks and that your Christmas will indeed, be Merry.