I feel like most couples and families have this struggle of how much time they need to spend with each of their families and feel like they are being torn apart by all these people wanting to spend time with them.
I'm the opposite.
I feel like everyone around me is being torn and that I need to go hid in the corner, so no one realizes that I'm not wanted by anyone. Yes, my parents like to see me. But they aren't all that into Christmas. Yes, I have lots of friends, but they all feel this stretched-out/torn feeling they don't have time for me in December. I feel like so much of celebrating is designed for parents and young children. And since I'm neither, I don't know how to fit in.
It's really okay. I don't need a pity party. I just wished I felt like I belonged. Maybe, that will all change this year. Everything else in my mind seems to feel like it has dramically changed, these feelings may too!
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