Sunday, February 22, 2015

My unsettling thoughts in remorse from having my mouth run wild

I'm numb right now. I feel like crap about what I did to my roommate. I don't know how to act when she gets home or what I should do now. 
I don't actually remember the whole situation that happened, I remember asking the guy who is always over if he would date my roommate, but I have no memory of what he said or where the conversation went after that. She is going to talk to him about his answer, which I think is a terrible idea- I think she needs to just drop it and move on-- but I created this mess so I have no place to say anything. 
I am typically pretty good at keeping myself out of hurting people's feelings. And in thinking back at what I did, I think it had a WAY bigger hurt on her than it would on someone else--and I don't know how to respond to having this hurt being tied to past things that I don't know about. How do I act when she comes home. What is going to be the result? She is really mad and hurt by what I did. Will I ever gain back her trust? Will our friendship be restored? Is everything going to far apart yet again? 

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