Amazed

Skip is a pretty big deal- fun, humble, adventureous, and incredibly faithful and real in his relationship with Christ and how he serves Him. 

He sees and experiences more things in a year, heck in a month, than most people see and experience in their lifetime. 

I am amazed by him, and would be intimidated, except that Skip is so incredible you can't really be intimidated. I am scared about being with Skip though, I don't think I could keep up with him. I am not as humble or faithful as He. I am not as bold as him. I don't know how life will work with us if he is off doing all these great things in the world and I'm just here in the states. I don't know if I am ready and able to be overseas like he is.

It's weird, I want to be talking and in this amazingly relationship with him right now. But I see that I'm not ready for that. I think it's crazy that God gave me this promise which means that someday, I would be ready and yoked enough with him to be his wife. That right now seems so out-of reach and impossible, but God is amazing and change can my life that much. 

That is incredible.

Really really incredible.

It scares me to think about, incredible.