Something BIG...

I'm pretty sure something big is going to be coming in my life soon and that The Lord is prepping me for it. I think the prep is in my "life of discipline"--getting out of student loan debt, being very intentional about reading the Bible, tithing, working out, attempting to get in shape, to sleep more, drink more water, to cut out excess sugar. 

Living a life of discipline isn't why I think my life is about to change, it's reading questions like this:

And having my heart's immediate responds be "for what God has planned next" -- I don't know what it is, I hope and want it to involve skip, but honestly, I don't think it will. I don't think there has been enough time, enough lessons on trusting The Lord to have that come my way soon. The Lord used LOOONG time gaps in his promises in the bible, right now, I'm only 3 years out from his promise that he gave me, and one of those years, I walked away from that promise, so I don't even know if that counts on the waiting scale. 

Something big is coming. I feel like March 2015 is the time. That's when I feel the NEED to be debt free, all my other goals kinda have time stamps on them, but "debt free by march 2015" is what I have a strong need to be. It doesn't mean anything actually, but I really feel the need to be debt free by then, and I think it is worth noting. I think God will work in that, even if I don't see it next march. 

I need to be ready, I need God to be my trainer, I need to be fine-tuned in him. AND I need to serve, love and grow to my fullest IN THIS SEASON. Even if it involves waiting.