Transparenancy

The Duggar's daughters wrote a book and in thinking about it, there is no way that they can say the whole truth in the book. They can't say the ugly, anything unkind at all. In talking about this book, a friend said"its a lot like Facebook, and blogging, it have to have discretion in what you say and you only talk about the good, and you make everything look more great than reality" [rough paraphrase] she said blogging--she blogs, but doesn't know that I do, in fact, no one knows that I blog. 

And the whole reason that I started this blog is that I can be transparent in who I am, but talking freely in it and about things I am going through with the people that I know without their feelings getting hurt. I pretty much never go back and edit it, because I feel like it takes out the realness of my feelings ( also opens the door to see ALL my grammar and spelling errors...I naturally have long-run on sentences) 

Anyway, I wanted to restate to both you and myself that this space is filter-free and the transparent Becky. In thinking and looking back at my posts I often have a teaching tone... And I wanted to let you know that I am mainly teaching to myself. Telling myself where and how I need to be... Or trying to put into play what I need to know... Which is good be because I think I am the main person who reads my blog, well, me and 3 other ppl--thanks folks for reading. 

Anyway, this is a special place for me. And I am thankful for letting me be real with you. 

Hope you all keep on reading and glad that you accept me for me!