Sailing in the waves: Simple vs busy

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Simple vs busy

I feel like there are these two conflicting messages that are told to me. Step back- and live a more simple life, don't fill your life with busyness AND go out and make your life count.

I live the most simple and boring life. My day consisted of TV watching, instragramming strolling and a simple hike that I do once a week.

I barely talked to anyone-- given, I really needed a day like this, but when6:30 rolled around tonight, I was board. I live such a strange life. It's so simple. And a lot of times I feel like it lacks meaning because of its simplicity.

I fear life a lot. I am really afraid to do and experience so many things. Is my fear cutting into having a vibrant life, or is it helping me stay on track. I wish I had direction of where I was going.

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This isn't a blog where you learn how to make your house cute, lose weight, style your hair, dress stylishly or literally sailing in the ocean.

Instead, it's my life in real time, the type of blog where you have to start at post one and move your way to today to really get it the whole picture.

This blog shows the real me, it's where I let out my feelings if they need an outlet, where I process things The Lord is teaching me and share victories he has made clear to me. Where I ask the hard questions and talk about the things on my heart that are too hard to say outloud, that are too fragile to let friends voice their opinion over.

I let my ugly out here often. When I get mad, really mad, I turn here to this blog to tell about it. Sometimes in talking about it, I realize how ridiculous I sound, and see what is actually going on, and I then share that. Sometimes I don't, and the point of the post was just to let it out. We aren't always pretty following Christ, and you get to see that in me here.

This blog is FULL of spelling mistakes and grammar errors. I often don't go back and read over my posts. when I do that, I find myself restructuring my sentences and making myself sound better than I really am. The whole point of this is NOT to do that, so instead you get the typos, hopefully you will still understand what I am trying to say.

I have been learning ALOT in this time blogging and I hope you learn something too as you read along.